bleckwoman

I was busy during the week last week, and then I was hit with it, on Friday. It is Aunt Flo, and I just didn’t do much but lay on the couch.

Maybe I should explain, it was both a blessing and a curse at the same time. A curse for the same reasons it is a curse to all women. A blessing because well in all my years of “having” Aunt Flo I always needed medicine to bring her on. The last time I took medicine was over 3 months ago, so it is no longer in my body. I managed to get Aunt Flo all by myself. This is a good sign…. It is a step closer to being able to have that child I want more than anything in the world. If I can get this regular, and all that would be a good sign. I lost enough weight to bring it on this month, so hopefully it will continue to come every month now. I just hope it won’t be as bad as it was this month. I was right down on the couch with horrible cramps!!

Anyways, I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow and will let you all know what he has to say. Too bad it wasn’t with the doctor who told me that I would never loose the weight on my own. Look at me down 50 pounds since she told me that. This doctor I see tomorrow is a good one… He is understanding and he will be proud of me! I will tell you all about it when I get home….

O ff to bed I go…… I need sleep to catch up from this horrible weekend!