bleckwoman

First I want to thank all of my wonderful buddies on here who kicked my butt this morning when I was thinking of giving up…..

It’s been a long day, and I have done a lot of thinking. I was in a horrible way this morning and now I am thinking with a bit clearer mind. My hubby treated me to a movie today, and it was nice to get out. But it didn’t help me forget my weigh in this morning, especially when we were eating the free popcorn from the movie theater.. it was their grand opening and they gave everyone a free popcorn and soda. NOT A GOOD IDEA TODAY! I shouldn’t have had that..

So as I said, it has been a long day and I was able to do some thinking. I am still not sure what happened this week, was it the stress from what happened to Mike, or did I gain muscle from walking so much, or am I retaining water. I just don’t know the answer and the more I think about it the more it is just going to cause me harm. I have decided  to not dwell on the gain and to just work harder this week. Maybe instead of walking 2 miles a day I need to try to walk 3. I know I am eating well, so I don’t think that is the problem.  Well except the popcorn today… I am not going to let my doctor be right… I am going to work as hard as I can to loose this weight.

Thanks to all of you,  I remember my goal, and I can’t give up on my goal. It  is that goal that keeps me going when things are tough.  One day I will log on here to share with you all that I am going to be a mommy, and you will all be part of the reason for that. Your support is going to give me the strength to go on and to reach my goal.

Thank you all for all the wonderful words of encouragement and support. Thank you too for kicking my butt, and pushing me to keep going. It means more than you will ever know…..