Pizza and wings….. not good
I had some friends over and I did something soooo wroing! They all wanted to order pizza and wings for dinner. So we did, and I ate a sandwich instead. But they all just left and well I broke down and are a small square of pizza and some wings, like 6. I am going to be so sick later from all the grease. I don’t even know why I ate it… it didn’t taste that good, and I wasn’t hungry. I just don’t know what is wrong with me! I am going to gain for sure doing that. I think that today was just a rough day for me and now I really have to work extra hard to get this weight off! I can’t be doing that…. I am so mad at myself!
It was like I didn’t even care that I am trying to loose weight. It was like second natrure for me to just grab the food and shove it in! Not good!!!! I have to get back on the wagon right away and stop this self distructive behavior!!!!
It is hard when dieting to be around others eating wrong foods!! I use to get so mad I would just want to cry wondering why others could eat those food and not be fat!! Also when you clean up after everyone there is that temtation when your alone to eat leftovers.
Only one thing to do get up dust off and start again! Resolve not to do again and give it another go! I been there si I feel you 100% chin up and keep going!

If you want my opinion…… like I wasn’t going to give it anyway…haha you shouldn’t have deprived yourself in the first place. A small piece of pizza and 3 or 4 wings with a nice salad would have been fine. Instead you denied yourself something you really wanted and ended up …………well you know where you ended up. Maybe next time you can plan better? It’s so difficult to know what to do sometimes. That’s why the holidays are so darned hard for everyone! Why does it have to be so much about food???? Well, tomorrow is a new day, and they say ‘hope springs eternal’. ooxx
I know I already said this in the forum, but thought maybe it would help someone here….?

And tomorrow is a new day. You learned from it right? We are a “work in progress” none of us our perfect. You can do this, hugs!
Well, I agree that moderation may have helped, but I too have been there. It is very hard. Jump back on the train, girl. You can do this!

You can do it. I know you can. (((huggggs)))